I was bold enough to declare letting go, for now, in my previous blog, until you realize you need me more than anything else. However, I realized later such decision is easier said than done.
For how can I let go of my feelings towards you when you are the reason for the creation of this blog. It’s just like compelling myself to put an end to this blog and, as well, bid goodbye to the readers.
Letting you go would mean dictating my heart to cease beating, for awhile, or forcing my mind to stop thinking, in a moment. For you have become a part of my daily existence, integrated into my feelings and thoughts.
Letting you go is far from truth. A betrayal of my being.