The unprecedented wave of this blog continues. In less than a month after I posted its Alexa rank, the rate has further improved, as well as the blog stats. From 878,269 to 549,611 globally with 2,875 traffic rank in the Philippines. Alexa checks traffic on website. It reveals how well your website or blog fare against others in the traffic competition. So far, this is the highest rank attained by any of my blogs. Surprisingly, the newest blog – one which I never intended to create. Neither did it occur even in my wildest dream to discuss love, relationship, and romance. Much more to expose myself to throngs of netizens on web. I just can’t imagine how awkward it would be when my identity is revealed someday. For I, long, have resigned or should I say retired from this stage of infatuation.
Not until this mysterious lady rekindled my passion and inspired me to create this blog. I was even amused on how I came up with the title. I consider her mysterious because she puzzles me no end. She sustains her ambivalence. Oftentimes, so near yet so far. Just when I was about to seize her elusiveness, she easily untangles herself from the trap. At times, I consider her no longer mortal and call her an angel to her delight, I presume, for that would keep her safe from my wooing.
While Alexa’s accuracy has been contested by critics, I won’t join the fray . Suffice it for me to witness and enjoy how the rankings of my blogs improve, as I keep the challenge to myself and make my own blogs compete among themselves. That’s how shallow my happiness is.
But what makes this inspiring development more significant is its contagious effect to my other blogs. Many of them have dramatically improved their rankings. In fact, two blogs have also broken the 1,000,000 ceiling I set for my blogs. Even my blog on spirituality has soared to heights. All because of the inspiration and challenge brought about by the endearing realities to my other blogs which compel me to update some of them.
Oh how I wish that this inspiring development will be replicated in my relationship with this mysterious lady. I wish my ranking will dramatically improve as I compete with persons, places, tasks, thoughts and emotions creating traffic daily in her mind and heart. For I know each has already established respective place in her being. I do not even know whether there is still a remaining space for me to fit in to join the competition. For she exhibits a mindset and value system which is well entrenched that I find it difficult to infiltrate. She is more particular with what people think than what she wants or wishes to do , as expected in a married woman. She appears to sacrifice self interest or friendship just to keep up with the demands of norm and tradition. So much so that even our personal talk has been very limited lest we disabuse people’s mind.
Oh how I wish I can read your mind, dear mysterious lady, in order for me to know my ranking in the traffic competition within your heart and mind . But I can’t. However, I seem to feel the beatings of your heart. Although its sound is not so audible which refrains me from assuming that I am fortunate enough to be responsible for any of those heartbeats.